Holy Crappy

I've never been more disgusted with a church organized, church led function in my whole life.

It was wierd enough for me that the minister of the church was an older lady, and it got about twenty times worse when she got up and started talking about how Buff made a bad decision, and that there were other ways he could have dealt with his pain. I was ready to get up and leave when she talked for a couple of minutes about how if anyone is in pain, that we shouldn't make the bad decision that Buff did. How he should have dealt with it better. How he was wrong. How he dissapointed everyone. The woman actually had the nerve to say "Buff should be sorry that he hurt you all, because that was the last thing he did." I have never been more insulted or disgusted in my life.
AND she said his name wrong.. Four times...

Honestly, who gets up at a funeral and insults the person who dies? Ok, so Buff did make a poor choice, but you know what, we weren't at the church to talk about that! We werent at the church to hear how stupid it was... we were at the church to mourn his passing and to celebrate his life.
and Im very glad that I calmed down enough to actually do that. Im glad that I could do that.
But as I replay the service in my mind, it just doesn't make sense to me.

Anyways.. That was that.

So I saw alot of people today that I haven't seen in a long time. It was really nice, but disgusting that we had to come together under those circumstances.

so now I have a headache. Im going to go try to relax..
So yeah.. Peace out gangsta! !

"Let there be peace on earth, and let it begin with me
Let there be peace on earth, the peace that was meant to be,
With God as our father, brothers all are wel
Let me walk with my brother, in perfect harmony"