Alexisonfire

Wow last night was intense-crazy.
I was in the front of the crowd at the Croation Cultural Center for the first two sets, A band called "Cancer Bats" and another one called "Attack in Black" Either way it was interesting. The place was absoloutely full of Emo kids and boys with long hair and tight pants. (This will never be ok with me) Anyways, most of you know what it's like to go to concerts where people like to jump around and be crazy.. I have bruises on both of my arms, the size of baseballs. It's friggen ridiculous. As soon as Alexisonfire actually came on the stage, things got too intense for me up there, and I could barely breathe, I felt like I was drowning. I know this is dramatic, but I bet if you were there, you would have felt the same way. I had to get out, and so I pushed and shoved my way to the back of the hall, where I stood out the rest of the concert. I'll admit it, the music wasnt actually that bad. Nothing I would ever go and buy in the store, but I did enjoy it when they weren't screaming. They put on a good show. It was hard to see them through all the smoke in the room (can you say POT? I was worried that if we got pulled over they'd think I was smoking it) but it was an alright concert. It was fun to spend time with Nicole, whom I rarely see..
Anyways.. that's my alexisonfire concert experience. I am very sore right now, from all those Crazy kids (younger than me but taller by a foot) pushing and shoving and elbowing and bieng nuts. Anyways.. that's about all for now..

Except that I've noticed something. While I was in Mexico, I dreamed almost every night. I didnt expect to come back home and start having dreams. I NEVER dream at home.. but I've had at least three random dreams since I've been home. One of them was last night, and just wierd. It revolved alot around Mexico and the people there, but also involved the whole situation with Treston, and just the things he did to me, but they were bieng done by another guy.. It was random.. wierd.. Didnt like it too much.

Anyways.. Much love for now..
Im out - going to Park Royal with my dad, just cause we can..

Love always
Ashley
Xoxo

Here are some Lyrics from Alexisonfire. Very .. Emo? Depressing? Whatever. It's not my scene

This town has its claws buried in my neck
This town, it takes lives, without mercy, without hate
The streets are in distress
The sun suffocates behind darkened skies
The grass is growing on top of my feet
I'm sinking, won't be long, before I'm too deep to run
The line up seems endless
Underneath the salvation signs
We are the dead ones, we are the lost cause
We are the bend before the break.
Our steps seal our fate
Because this city, this city is haunted
By ghosts from broken homes