oh sadness.

You know whats really sad?

after all the fuss to get bertuzzi back to the canucks..... he's gone.. to florida...

Oh man... sorry mike.. and everyone else..

Ick

ARG

LIFE IS SOOOOO STRESSFUL! ! ! !


AHHHHHHHHHHH

if you feel like I havent blogged in a long time...

It's probably because I haven't..

So here I am.. I think that the real reason I haven't blogged in awhile, is because my life is just the same, day in, and day out.. and new developments in my life have just stressed me to the point where I dont want to blog about them..

I go to work every morning around seven fourty five, and open subway.. I'm perfectly content at work, until my boss comes in, then my day goes to shit from then.. I usually end up having some sort of argument with him (Today's was a real winner.. I almost walked out of the store and didnt come back) and then I spend the rest of my work shift ... well.. working.. like crazy, usually because the boss just sits on his ass in the office doing nothing.. so anyways.. then I ususally come home and Im tired, but recent events havent let me take a break, I've come home and helped clean the house and move rooms around, and make things and prepare things for visitors and weddings and just crazy things.. Soooo that's why I havent really had time to do anything like.. blog..

Even now, I have to go put the finishing touches on cleaning this house before my aunt comes from Ontario..

Oh man.. auntie ellie, wedding, surgery, mexico, work, alberta, car, insurance.. things are insane here...


Soooo yeah Peace out

(there's alot more that I want to say but I think I'll leave it, just cause sometimes it's not good to always say whats on your mind.. )

Oh and by the way, I've decided that Rihanna has an amazing voice.. I love all her music.. I downloaded Limewire but had to delete it, cause it made the compter slow like a.... very slow.. thing...

Schales
xoxo

I never should have waited so long to say
What I've always known since the very first day
Thougth that you would stay forever with me
but the time has come to leave
Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes
I'll tell you a secret I've felt all my life
It's you that I live for
and for you I'd die
So I'll lay here with you till the final goodbye

My romance

Look at the way the flowers bloom for you
They want to show you thier beauty
Running waters dance
You and I romance
Unto you be all the glory
The angels dance around you
The earth it sings about you
Open up the heavens lord
Let your kingdom come to earth
my praises all surround you
My soul can't dance without you
Open up the heavens lord
Let your kingdom come to earth
Unto you be all the glory

29 million...Can you Imagine?

and I guess his name might help you.. His name is Sammuel Nicholaas Calvin Jukema.. and he's gorgeous, and I can't wait to go see him again.. Anyways.. These past few days I've been doing alot of thinking, and today was the clincher that made me want to blog about it..

The advertisment for the lottery is something like "29 million.. can you imagine?"
First of all, I'd like to know where the hell all this money comes from, when our govenrment cant afford to give people like teachers a raise, when they really deserve it.. And you know what bugs me about this ? not only the lottery, but radio stations who can give away things like 35,000 dollar prizes (in PLURAL) when there are people starving, not just in places like Africa, but right under our noses. People watch the news, shake thier heads, saying "oh my god, that's horrible," then they go back to thier dinners. (yes, I got that line from Hotel Rwanda, but it's true)
People are dying from things like AIDS, and we can afford to help them, but we dont. How is it that 2% of the worlds population hold 98% of it's wealth, while the other 98% only have about 2% of the money? How is it that people who have the power and the money to change the world, spend it all on pimping thier rides and on gigantic houses and allll on themselves? Listen, If I won the lottery, I'm not saying that I'd give it alll away to a worthy cause, of course, I'd make sure that my family was taken care of first, but then .. I would try and find a way to help people with the rest of it.. No.. I can't imagine 29 million dollars. I can't even Imagine 1 million dollars.. Think for a minute what even the smallest amount, one thousand, would do for a family in africa.. Think what even one hundred would do for a child in need.
our society is soooo selfish, it's unbelievable.. and yeah, Im including myself in this.. After all, It's me who keeps saying that one day I want to buy a denali.. Hey .. Do I need one of those? Could I use that money for something better? Could I make a difference with that money?
You know what I think? We have so that we can help those who have not..

I just wish that the rest of the world felt the same way.. You know what's crazy? This is how I feel before even seeing what I'm going to see in Mexico.. I wonder how I'm gonna feel when I get back.. I guess We'll have to wait and see..

God has blessed us in so many ways, but sometimes we can't see past the here and now and look at the big picture. You know what, life is crappy for me now.. alot of you know that.. But It could be a whole lot worse. When I thought that God had forgotten us, all I really had to do was just step back and admire his work.. I gotta learn to be thankful for what I have.. Cause believe it or not, I have a hell of alot...

God provides for us so that we can provide for others..

IT'S A BOY! !

Hey whats up, just dropping a note to let the world know that DUANE AND JENNIFER JUKEMA had a little BABY BOY at NINE THIS MORNING!

I FINALLY, AFTER FOUR YEARS OF WAITING (HA HA) GOT TO HOLD THE JUKEMA BABY! WOOOOOOOO!