one box at a time

There's something about packing up everything you own in order to put it somewhere else. It's kind of crazy, I don't even think it's hit me fully that this house is not going to be ours for much longer. I feel stupid, because im excited. Is that even right? Eventually, I know, It's gonna wash over me like a wave, and Im gonna be upset, and Im gonna be scared, but for now, I'm sooo excited . I've packed up alot of my stuff, about six boxes worth, My closet Im just gonna take the clothes out of it, put them in my trunk, and drive to our new place and then take it right out again. no sense in wasting time packing that up and stuff. same with my dresser drawers - take em out of the dresser and put em in my car. We're going tomorrow to look at a place, which Im excited about because it's a townhouse and not an apartment, so it's gonna be good if we get that one. I don't knoooowwwwwww, I just know that im happy to get away from all the drama that is deep cove rd. Of course Im going to miss my house, and everything about it but as of right now, i've got this "Yeah! a new adventure" sort of attitude. soooo this place we're looking at is available may 1st, I really hope we get it, because if that's the case, Im going to move in right away, while mom and dad take thier time and don't move in until the end of the month.

It's gonna be alot of work !! ! !
But i am excited about this change, it's gonna do us good. I just hope we all get along in a smaller space than what we've got now, but we'll work it out..

this is the next great adventure..

yeaaahoooooooo

Alright Love always
shle
xoxo

GO CANCUKS! ! ! !

YEAAAAAAH WHAT AN AMAZING THIRD PERIOD FOR THE CANUCKS! ! ! !

ANAHEIM HERE WE COME!

BRING ON THE CUP BABY! ! !

WOOO YEA

GO CANUCKS! ! ! !

PROMOTED, BABY

You are speaking to (in other words, reading the blog of) the newest shift supervisor at starbucks in Deep Cove. I just had an interview with an outside manager and it went fabulously.. I know recently all my blogs have been short lived and meaningless, but I rarely have time for much else..

Im going to mexico August third, I have an information meeting and a group interview scheduled for may ninth for cap college to see if im cool enough to get into the ECE program, so lots of stuff coming up that I can focus on instead of dwelling on the negitaves.. Yeah Im hyped.. I got alot of training coming my way it's gonna be great.. that, and a raise.. again! ! ! ! !

Waaaaahooooooooo

peace
xoxo

oh darkness

I was just looking outside at the remnants of the sunset, and longed with a sudden unexplainable passion to chase that last bit of light, as though if the sun were to set on me, and I were to loose that little ray of light, then the darkness would overcome me and never let me go..

kind of a hopeless feeling actually

me personally?

I give the fuck up

one more thing I don't like

I don't think I've ever disliked something as much as I dislike the thought of some random person looking at my house, going into every single room, and making judgements on each one... I dislike that as much as I dislike when Im home and people stare at the house as they drive by.


I don't like that we have to sell this house.

100 things about me again!?

100. First off, what's your full name?
Ashley Schalin

99. Who (what) were you named after?
No one that I know of

98. Where have you travelled?
Jamaica, Mexico, The States and Canada

97. Do you have any siblings?
My brother

96. Are your parents together/divorced/seperated?
Married still

95. Favorite color?
Red

94. Who is your favorite team?
The Canucks !

93. What does the 7th message in your text inbox on your phone say?
"call me I jus see de tex"

92. Who is the 5th person on your caller id?
Musa

91. Who sits behind you in 3rd period?
Im not in school at the moment

90. Who sits to the left & right?
Dunno

89. Where is your mom right now?
At work

88. Do you have any kids?
No

87. Who is your last missed call from?
Julian

86. Closest black object?
The Phone

85. Closest silver object?
My computer

84. Have you ever jumped a fence running from a cop?
No

83. Do you sing in the shower?
Yea

82. Do you own any pets?
No I wish I did

81. How does your hair look right now?
It's curly and sexy as usual

80. Last time you listened to country music?
a few weeks ago

79. Have you ever been to a concert?
Heck Yes Weezer and U2

78. If you could kill someone, who?
never mind

77. What are your fears?
loosing my dad, mom, brother, sister in law, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins, and or best friends

76. Do you still pee your pants?
no...

75. What are you listening to right now?
nothing at all

74. Red jello or blue jello?
Red

73. What kind of drunk are you?
One that passes out

72. What are you wearing?
Clothes

71. Last person you commented?
Ummm Terrell

70. Do you sing?
yeah

69. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
No

68. Screamo or country?
Death! !

67. Rock or rap?
Uh oh.. BOTH

66. Are you self-conscious?
Not really

65. Who did you last call?
Musa

64. What is your weakness?
Men

63. What jewelry do you wear daily?
Two rings, an earring and a chain

62. Are you happy right now?
sometimes

61. Do you love someone?
yes I love alot of someones

60. Would you die for someone?
probably

59. What are your plans?
Ugg good question - Cap then TJ

58. Who wants to hang out with you tonight?
Julian

57. What do you smell right now?
My perfume

56. Do you have to pee right now?
no

55. What did you do last night?
Waited for someone to come over then he didnt so I read a book instead

54. What are you doing today?
I went to church now im here chillen out


53. Where are you?
at home

52. Day or night?
right now? it's day .. I prefer night tho

51. Do you cuss?
yeah

50. Bedsheet color?
Red

49. Wall color?
I have a mural on my walls so it's alot of colors

48. Have you ever had sperm in your eyeball?
eww no

47. Would you ever have plastic surgery?
No

46. When was the last time you cried?
A couple days ago

45. Do you have makeup on right now?
No

44. Do you read blogs?
yea!

43. Do you like to read?
I love reading

42. Your hero?
Bono, Diana

41. Last alcoholic beverage you consumed?
Smirnoff Ice

40. Favorite ice cream?
Chocolate Chip Mint

39. Have you ever layed with a member of the opposite sex?
Yea

38. America or Canada?
Canada

37. What makes you mad?
Girls who bring drama into my life - god I HATE DRAMA

36. What if you found out you were adopted?
then I would feel really wierd I think

35. Jeans or sweatpants?
JEANS BABY

34. Do you like guys with short or long hair?
Relitavely long

33. Name 5 things in your room?
A piano, an N64, A couch, some CD's, a TV/VCR/DVD

32. Do you have socks on?
heck yes

31. Do you own any big sunglasses?
one pair

30. Have you ever cried so hard you puked?
no

29. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes

27. Hollister or Hot Topic?
Dunno, dont care

26. Have you recently talked to an ex?
yeah

25. How Many eX's do you have?
two -ish

24. Do you have a current crush?
Yeah

23. Do you ever use sarcasm?
Oh no, never... (all the freaking time)

22. Have you ever gone to school without a purse?
yeah I almost never have a purse

21. Are you good singer?
yeah

20. Peanut butter or jelly?
jelly

19. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried?
yeah

18. Whats your worst drunk story?
you don't want to know

17. Do you shower naked?
umm .. yes. doesnt everyone >?

16. Ever talked on the phone all night?
yeah

15. What was the last movie you watched?
Sharks Tale

14. LFO or Otown?
Dunno Dont care

13. Do you speak any other languages?
Not really

12. What day is it?
Sunday

11. Are you bored?
Hecks yea

10. Do you love your friends?
Yes

09. Are you in a band?
No

08. Do you like your music loud or soft?
LOUD

06. Should marijuana be legalized?
Wouldnt make a difference to me

05. What were you doing an hour ago?
I was eating a sub

04. Last beverage you drank?
Fruitopia

03. What is your current worry?
My dad and mom

02. What is your eye color?
green

01. Are you happy this is over?
YES ! ! ! !