I miss you!

Seems like it was yesterday
when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this,

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?

Are you looking down upon me?

Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do

To have just one more chance

To look into your eyes

And see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself,

I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you

Since you've been away

It's so out of line

To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you

For everything I just couldn't do

And I've hurt myself by hurting you

the happiest day

As I was sitting here in class, completely ignoring the lesson so far, I was looking through my pictures.. I am in a happy mood today, and it lead me to think of other days that I've been happy. I've found out which was could take the title for the happiest.
I was in Tijuana, we woke up early and went to work on our houses, in the railway valley.
It was a hot day - but I had my water, I was alright.
I was happy.
I know that I was with Alan, and he made me happy.
I know that he fell asleep in the loft and when he woke up I was there.
I know that we went to the MOST amazing church service that I have EVER been to, even if I couldn't understand half of it.
I know that I saw the most beautiful sunset in the world.
I know that we went out for dinner in Tijuana, the whole team.. I
know that I sat in the back of a tool-filled van on some bumpy roads and almost died laughing at Dougs antics.
I know that God was with me..
I know it was a beautiful day!

wow how fun !I love reminiscing on days like this..

xoxo

you're my inspiration

How much inspiration does it take to write a blog???!?!?!? I've discovered the hard way that it's very hard to do this, unless exciting things are happening in my life, and even then I don't find the time to write. Blah.. Im still here, I just don't know what to say.

Im in school and there are so many assignments that i can't even think straight. eight courses, four weeks to go before practicum. I feel like im still recovering from the first practicum and i dont know if im ready for the second one. Wow Im stressed out! ! !