Problem Child

Do you know what's ridiculous? I have been at home for a long time now, and not been doing "anything", yet I've found no time or energy to update this blog. It's kind of unfortunate, but I'm not just going to let it go, and be nothing. I love this blog, I love having something to do that is actually important, (well, to me, it is ..) But sometimes, I jsut dont have the time to do it. So now that I do, here I am.. As I said before, some crap happened earlier in my vacation time, and it's still sort of unresolved, as the person with whom conflict arose is in Jamaica, trying (unsucessfuly) to "ruin my life" .. well a big HA HA in your face!
Sorry, just had to get that out.. Anyways.. Tonight I went over to my friend's house, and It was fun stuff, he gave me a preview of his CD that's coming out next month, I'm uber excited.
I was thinking on the way home, how different it would be for both of us if something had come of that enormous crush I had on him.. Sometimes I wish that it would have worked out, but in my mind, knowing him and knowing me, I know that it never would have lasted long at all. And I am very grateful for his friendship, I dont know what I'd do without him.. So that's me, bieng random.. Tomorrow evening, i'm going to go out with my other friend, it's going to be fun, I haven't seen him for a long time, and then later in the night, I'll be going out with my other friend Kels, who will get her drivers liscence tomorrow, which is good, as I can't drive my parents car yet, cause they didnt put insurance on it.. Oh well, not much I can do about that. And on friday, I am hoping to spend some quality gangsta time with my best girl, whit, cause I miss her tons, even tho we're like two blocks away from each other.. We've just both been super busy, I guess. Speaking of busy, I moved my bedroom down to the basement, I love it, it's wicked - I have so much room, now all I have to do is get my dad to clean up all his crap that he kept down there, when it was a junk room/tv room. Now it's not, and so he has to get rid of it somehow.. I think he'll manage, at least it should be gone by the time I come back in april.
Ok so ... speaking of coming back in april.. I have a few things that should make this next semester a little bit easier to bear than the first one was.. Each and every month has something, or more than one thing, to look forward to. This month, January, started off well, cause I'm still In BC! It's wicked. Also coming up this month is a fitting for my bridesmaid dress, for a wedding that I am really excited about.. And then also, I am hoping to be getting my hair braided for something that's wicked next month, and I am talking, of course, about Costa Rica.. Yes, that's right, on the eighteenth, I'm going to Costa Rica for ten glorious days. I am uber excited about it. that's qutie enough excitement for one month, but it's also my dad's birthday, and my baby's birthday, also on valentines day.. So in March, I turn nineteen, which would be uber exciting, if I were at home, but I'm not, but it's still going to be amazing fun.. Then Also in march is YC, which is going to be wicked! I can't wait to get to that, it's going to be so amazingly fun, I can't wait. April brings much stress, as well as hapiness, cause I get to go home.. But before I can do that, I have to write exams and pack.. Oh well, I'll survive, I suppose.. DOntcha think?
So anyways.. It's almost time for bed, so I better be off for now!
Much Love Forever
Ashley
xoxo
p.S Do you think I should cut my hair like that?


"I could be in Paradise, I could be in Hell,
I'm so numb that I can't even tell.
My heart is screaming out, and I can't yell..
But you're too far away to hear me cry.. "