Give Unto Me

this is me, slipping slightly and slowy back into my old ways of poetry, evanescence, reading and writing.. It's my world, where I can be who I want to be.. where I can talk out my frustrations, hurt and depression.. However.. I dont want to be depressed right now..
I need to be strong in this time, but I think that my mistake in the past was depending on myself alone for strength.. I wanted to fix my own problems, I didn't want any help from anyone...
Ever since I've been back from school, I've seen a community such as I've never seen before. People saying they'll pray, and actually meaning it.. People coming by with flowers, cards, just to say hi.. People paying for things.. People crying when they see our pain..
It means something to me now when people hug me and ask how my dad is.. I guess before, I never thought anyone actually cared.. But I know they do.. God has put some amazing people in my life at the moment.. Im very grateful for them..

I can make it thru this, but I cannot do it alone..
I think that this time will be different. I am willing to admit that I cann't deal with this on my own...

I've been watching you from a distance

The distance sees through your disguise

All I want from you is your hurting

I want to heal you

I want to save you from the dark

Give unto me your troubles

I'll endure your suffering

Place onto me your burden

I'll drink your deadly poison