So... I was lying in my bed, fast asleep at five in the morning on the twentieth of May.. All of the sudden, a light flicks on, which causes me to turn around, see three figures walking down the stairs, but I was so sleepy, I decided that they didn't matter, so I covered my head and tried to get back to sleep..
All of the sudden, I hear "ASHLEY, WAKE UP, IT'S SNOWING!" followed by a laugh from both mom and Cara.. Then I was like.. "OH MY GOD", for without turning, I recognized the voice of my brother... I looked, and said "Oh my GOD" again.. then I covered my head again, for I was really confused... But I dont think it was my fault, you see.. When you shock someone like that at five in the morning, only you are to blame for thier confusion..
So Mike and Cara were here for the weekend, and it was fabulous to have them here.
Without realizing it entirely, I missed my brother alot..
What made me want to talk about that? Well recently, I scanned about 150 pics of my brother for him to choose from for his wedding slideshow.. That was an emotional enough time, but then I decided tonight to listen to the song that he is using for it, while looking thru the pics..
Ummm I'll admit it.. I cried.. I think this is the first time that it actually hit me.. My brother is getting married...
That's wierd.. I think I'll miss him even more when he's not just my family, but part of Cara's..
Umm yeah.. Im really tired... THis blog is kind of scatter-brained, but I had this thought and so here I am, all sentimental.. I love my brother... I was looking through my old diaries from when i was a kid, and one of the entries said "Mike is being annoying today! He's making up words that ARENT EVEN REAL!!!!"
I think I miss him... alot.. It's like he's already gone and married.. Hmm...
Mike, just so you know, that slideshow is going to have your WHOLE ENTIRE FAMILY bawling thier eyes out, if they arent already cried out from the wedding itself..
And it's not necessarily a bad thing.. We're just gonna miss you... alot..
xoxoxoxo
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