Driven

I was talking to britney the other day, and up out of the blue, she asks me why the hell our society is consumed by sex.... I do believe, if Im not mistaken, that I've blogged on this subject before, but I came up with some new insight.
You see, sex is supposed to be about Love. Everyone knows that. When people are in love, then they sleep together, and it's supposed to be this great awesome thing... And so this world is full of nuff people who dont feel loved.. They never have, and it's all they want.. to feel Like someone cares. So they find someone who's willing to sleep with them (remember sex=love)and it makes them feel so ooooo great! So loved! needed... and so they keep on doing it. They keep on doing it until one day... it doesnt make them feel as happy. After awhile, they just feel sick.. Used.. Worthless.
But they never see the end result during all the good times. So when it stops making them feel like they're loved, they get confused, and search and search more and more until they've just been with so many people that they dont know which way's up...
This is why I think everyone's "doing it" now a days ...
And that's my thoughts on that......

Now for another random subject...This is just a question that Im going to put out, that I dont have any answers to, but at the same time, it's always been a struggle for me..
If everything happens according to God's will, then how did he not stop Adam and Eve from eating the fruit? Was it his will to see all this suffering? I dunno, that's just a random sort of thing that I've often struggled with, but never really thought to put out there. So it's out there.

Im sick of blogging for today, I was just trying to get ahold of a friend of mine on the phone, adn all of the sudden, it rings and it's for alison, and so now she's on the phone and I cant use it, and Im just frustrated. Not at alison, but at the fact that that happend. So Im going to go for now.

PEACE
Ashley
xoxo