Wierd!

It’s true that I can’t focus right now, so instead I am making myself look smarter than I am by typing really fast. I think its working. Instead of just sitting here, moving my head with the music, I am typing, and people might stop thinking that I’m just fooling around. Of course, there never was any proof that they ever thought I was just fooling around, but this is really just my excuse.. So now it looks like I’m working, unless of course, you are standing behind me and reading this. I can’t really work in silence like this, the library is just so stringent and professional, and it frightens me. I am, of course, listening to music, and it’s helping me to deal with the strict silence... A bit. But I still know that If I was to talk to crystal, or shaunna, who are sitting near me, (but not near enough to see what I’m typing) then I would be disturbing the golden silence of this room. However, there is a very cute boy who is sitting within my view, so I’m ok with the library.. Only a bit.. Man alive.. Someone just disrupted the golden silence by trying to get out of the library without signing out a book. So the electronic beeper thing beeped, and everyone looked around to see what de go on. Man alive. I kind of wish these computers had MSN.. They don’t.. It’s the library, these computers are supposed to be used for working.. Yep, that’s sure what I’m doing. Really, I’m just typing some gibberish.. I think I’ve mentioned (previously) how glad I am that I’m not at work right now. I think I would die if these computers didn’t have windows media player. I cannot handle the silence! But I’ve said that before. Just as I finished my other paper, Crystal and Shaunna came to the computer room where I was, and gave me a break. We headed over to Flavor Me pizza, and had a likkle bit of dinner.. Mmmm it was ok, but really, I’m so sick of pizza. That doesn’t mean that flavor me is bad pizza, it’s really good. But I just wish I could have one of my moms home cooked meals right about now. Well.. Not right this minute, cause I’ve just had pizza, and I’m no longer hungry.. Goodness me! I think that’s my new saying.. I like it. It’s fun.. Ok so what else Is going on? Well I really should be doing my paper, but updating my blog helped me last time, so I’m doing it again. Can you believe it? Two whole entries in one whole day.You know what I really hate? Microsoft word, and how it puts those likkle lines under everything you do wrong, and how it decides to edit your paper without asking, so if you number something, it decided to number everything else for you.. Or if you indent something, it indents the whole paragraph. I’ve tried turning auto-correct off, but it still does that stuff! It drives me so crazy that I feel like throwing the computer out the window.. Problem with that is, we’re on the 8th floor, and I would probably kill someone if I did that. Plus, I’d have to pay for the computer.. That’s never a good thing. These things tend to be sort of expensive, wouldn’t you say? I have a question.. Sort of random, but at the same time, not really. See, there’s this big portrait of Jesus on the wall by my computer.. I was just wondering where that image actually came from.. Because is it not true that we don’t know what Jesus looked like? I mean, it’s not like someone did a portrait of him while he was alive. Yet when we see pictures of this man, we know who it is supposed to be immediately. I just don’t understand that. Umm that's that for that topic..
Ok you know what's even wierder than pics of Jesus? Ummm I just tried to save my paper, and the computer, as well as all the computers around me were like.. "There is not enough memory to save the project.." And then all the sudden.. It just worked. Im confuzzled.! ! ! !
Ok so enough of that..
Things are wierd today.. I'm wierd today.. I need sleep, but i'll probs be up all night. So feel free to give me a call. Can't garuntee that I'll be home cause I'm still at the library, and probs will be for the next while.
So anyways.. Now that i've managed to vent into a blog, I'm going back to writing papers.
So best of evenings to you!

Love Forever:
Shle
Xoxo

"I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful or brave or smooth or charming
and you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time...
But for now I'll look so longingly
waiting...
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me"