I eat the GREEN ones last!

Hey everyone, what's going on? And when I say everyone, I really mean Whitney, Mike, and mabye Sam. the only ones who I think read this. At least the only ones taht I know who read this. So hey. Here I am, today was an easy day for me, first I woke up at seven fourty five, well rested and to a great song on the radio. It was "Soldier" by Destinys Child. Then, I got on my merry way to school, where my first class was just sitting around, looking at peoples projects. Then I went and got my grad sillouette drawn, then worked for a bit on my portfolio for Info Tech, actually, for like two hours, finially finishing it up. It looks alright, if I say so myself. Then I worked at lunch, for only a bit. It wasn't too busy. Then I took the car and drove to chevron and filled up with gas, then wen't back and picked mom up from work. And so now, here I am. My mood thing says that i'm bright, but you know, it's one of those days where.. you just.... are, you know? Im here, Im not totally happy, nor am I dissatisfied with anything. Im just me today. Im sorry that last night's update was so lame, but I felt the need to update, then found myself at a loss for words. GUESS WHAT? Now, don't get all excited or anything, but I might be going on a cruise this spring break! how dope is that? Im not sure where yet, It might be alaska, it might be mexico, it might be the caribbean, either way, It's gonna be a cruise, and I really hope that I get this oppurtunity. It would be quite amazing, leaving me with some great stories to tell, eh? Imagine, a cruise! I was watching Titanic last night when this whole idea was proposed to me, and I just imagined bieng able to see the open ocean around me, whales, perhaps, dolphins.Sunset on the open seas. Now im psyched, but I can't get too excited, cause It's nowhere near final.. But Mom told me that, like, on the cruise ship, all the food was unlimited, all the drinks, and that I would be allowed to drink (alchohol) on the ship, but I've already decided that if I go, I wont be drinking, first of all, it's expensive, second of all, it's just not a good idea. *shrugs* Do you know what I need right now? I need a good book to read. Not just any book, either, one that I can really get my mind into.. But at the same time, I guess not, cause I havent got the time to read a book like that. Sometimes, I just wish that life was not as crazy as it is. Right now, Im just sitting here listening to some Sara McLauchlan, eating some smarties, and attempting to make this update worth reading, which, really, I can't seem to do. *sigh* Im just not having much luck today. So yeah, that's my predicament, I think I'm going to end this here, and go make a phone call. Love to you all,
Love Forever: Shle
xoxo
"the winter here's cold, and bitter
it's chilled us to the bone
we haven't seen the sun for weeks
too long too far from home
I feel just like I'm sinking and I claw for solid ground
I'm pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness
I feel like letting go
if all of the strength and all of the courage
come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
full of grace"