blessed

what do you think of when you look towards the future? your husband? your house? Your job? your kids? your family?

Alot of things are changing right now in my life, and I've never been this close to such a big change before - it kind of scares me! really, when I think about it - moving out of the house we lived in for 20 years was a big change, but then again, all the family was still together, and we still had all of the same things, just in a different place. The change that might be taking place in the next couple of years is the one that really, really is big - and that's getting married to Dioni and becoming a wife, owning a house, paying bills (already do that, huh) and basically starting my own family...

what's going to change? How is our relationship going to be different? what's it going to be like being married? starting our own traditions? building our life?

I've never considered doing this before, not even a little bit, with anyone else. I'm really really happy with Dioni, we've got problems like anyone else, but we're working on them together. AND I can honestly say that we're making progress. What I love the most about this relationship is that we can talk to each other about small things, things you think would be unimportant, but really can make a big deal ... We talk about everything together, we laugh together, we cry together, we are in this together. for the long run.

I'm really blessed to have such a good man by my side, and It's my prayer that we lean not only on each other, but on God to make this relationship a blessing, to each other and to those around us..

Coooool.. sorry this is so random, but it's how i'm feeling. I've got a million things running thru my head and my heart right now and it's like "Wedding, House, Money, Problems, etc. etc."
All at once and I don't know what to think about, what to talk about, blah blah. so this is a little bit ...

Life is grand, thanks god for blessing me so much!

shle