mmbop

I know .. it's been awhile. but here I am. I've been really good these past few days. mabye even weeks. Mabye since I've started school. Or since I've come back from Mexico. Either way God has been blessing me sooo much lately. Im home right now, today of all days was pretty fantastic. I had a midterm today and most of you would think that would constitute a horrible day, but I think it went sooooo well. I feel like if I was grading it, I would give at least an A..
This is me.. I NEVER get a good mar on exams. today was an exam where I was to write essay questions - Im usually better with multiple choice but I studied. I know my matieral and im actually interested in it! ! this relates to what i was tested on today, actually. One of the theories that we've been studying is the constructivist theory, which states that the learner is ultimately the one responsible for the aquisition of knowledge. If the learner is not interested in the subject, he (or she in this case) will not learn... this goes to prove why I didn't get good marks in math 12.. muahahahah. In the first day of classes, kathleen said that people in ECCE were no good at math and science. That about sums me up! :D Ha ha ha. Overall, I've had a great last few weeks.

I dont really know what's up. Aside from the fact that God has been present in my life more than ever, I've finally let Him here. I've ended relationships that have been negative, that have been leading me astray, (no placing blame, it was me too!) and Im just really quite happy!
I find myself singing alot more often, and writing encouraging words on my paper instead of just the negitave depressing ones.
Im so happy with the changes God has been making in my life..

don't know if much else is important. God loves me. I think Im finally doing what HE wants for me.. Can't describe that to the full, don't know that I ever will be able to.
but I know it includes a few things: me going to school, me bieng single, me not partying, not hanging out with certian people, and least of all me not letting my old lifestyle stay in the closet! ! ! ! it's been taken out and destroyed!

Wahoooo! Im alive and a new creation!

xoxoxo