Cake in my hair...

Dear friends and family alike.
First of all, let me apologise for my lack of blogging, i'm just stupid and pre-occupied and .. stupid. anyways. A few things have happened since I last updated, I went to this concert, with this band.. i think their name was U2 - and yes, it was the most amazing concert of my life so far... Im sorry, mike, but it even beat Weezer. Only a little bit. So yeah, it was an amazing experience.
Then, ummmm, the bead game started. That was good fun, I managed to be paranoid for about three days untill I got myself captured. But I must indeed congratulate Steph, because her idea was genius.. She and her other friends blocked my car with theirs, and left me no choice but to surrender. We were in the parkgate parking lot. I got home after surrendering, and thought.. Shiz, I should have just spent the night in my car.. It would have been so funny to see her wait there the whole time. But I was not allowed. Oh well. So that was that. Ummm what else.?
I recently watched two movies which both made me cry. The first one was reccomended to me by Treston, it was called "Cold Mountian" and it was just bloody amazing. This couple just stayed faithful to each other for so long, and .. well to be honest, the ending really really sucked, but it was still an awesome movie. It really made me think.. you know?
The other movie that I watched (with mom yesterday) was "The Notebook" and it was damn good. I definately cried during that movie. Then, yesterday, I spent a long while on the phone with a friend of mine, and he told me that he thought that movie was bad, cause the main charachters relationship was based soley on sex.. But now that I think about it, JZ, you are not right! If their whole relationship was only about sex, then what makes you think that man would have been there with his wife like that at the end of the movie? Or that he would have waited seven years for her, without ever having slept with her, still in love.. seven years they were apart, and still in mad love. And they had never been together. That is not sex, my friend, that is love.....
It's times like this when I wonder if that kind of love really exists today.?
Is there someone out there for me who would wait seven years to be with me? Could someone ever love me that much? Could I ever love someone that much?
*Sigh* I dunno.. Life's one big confusing puddle.

Today is mothers day, and I bought mom some copper sauce pans, (from both of us, mikey. I even signed your name on the card)
Then I went to work, which sucked, but then we headed down to Ladner, where the fun began. My little cousin Nicole was playing softball, and when she went up to bat, she got herself a home run, it was incredible, I was quite proud of her. It was the end of a weekend tournament, which her team did well in.
Then we went to grandmas, We had an awesome dinner, mine composed mostly of brocoli with cheese sauce (it was good), Stuffed potato (it was amazing) and steak (it was good). Then it was time for dessert, and Dylan, bieng the little crazy kid that he is, decided he was just going to pick up his cake with his hands, and eat it that way. So after him getting in trouble, i decided to show him the real way to eat cake, and demonstrated picking it up with my hand and making a bit of a mess. Then, something happened, and I challenged my mom, and said "bring it on" and so she got up, and smushed my cake all over my face.
I thought that would have been the end, but no, Nicole decided she would be smart and smear her cake all over my face too, and then I got icing all over her, and it was just one big cake fest. It was in my eyes, in my hair, all over my switchfoot shirt.. And it was just gooooood fun... Same with Nicole, I had gotten it all over her. It was amazingly fun, the most fun I've had in Ladner for a long time. Then Andrew got it all over himself too, and coleton was the only kid in the room who ate his cake with a fork. It was a great time in general. I think amidst all that chaos they got a few good pictures of us. I can't wait to see that.
Soooo it's ten thirty, and I would not normally be tired at this point in time, but I am right now. Soo tired, as I have been for most of the day anyways. I woke up with a bit of a headache this morning, lol.
Sooooo Im gonna peace, and go to bed.
Love To you all!
love Forever: Shle
xoxo

"Did you rise the sun for me,
Or paint a million stars?
That I might know your majesty?
Is your breath upon the wind?
Is everything I see
Marked with my makers fingertips?
can I feel you in the rain?
Abandon all I am?
To have you capture me again?"