Wash it all away

Ok, so whats up? these last two days have been actually beautiful. The sun has been out, and we've had gorgeous hot weather. So that makes me happy.
I was just sitting in youth group today, and they were playing these slides, and this song was playing in the background, actually, it was playing quite loudly... but anyways, it was "I can only imagine" by Mercy Me. .. For those of you who know whats going on with my life recently, you know that it's not the easiest of times that I, and my family, have to go through in the next little while.. Anyways, so i was sitting in the church sanctuary, and this song was playing...

"Surrounded by Your glory,
what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for You Jesus
or in awe of You be still?
Will I stand in Your presence ?
or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing hallelujah?
will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine.. I can only imagine."

It was all about heaven, and what kind of things God has prepared for us there. It's not easy to think about that right now.... and i just broke down. I dont think I can remember a time when I've ever cried so hard.. not in a long time anyways. AND i dont really know why I've told you that, but I need you guys to know whats up.. This is honestly the most unexpected turn of events. And to think that before Christmas, I was worried about breaking up with my boyfriend, and that was my biggest concern. If only that was my biggest concern right now.. All I can do right now, is ask for your prayer, not just for me, infact, not for me at all, but for my family...

So what does God have prepared for us ? As the song says, I can only imagine.
We all have this vision of streets paved with gold, and fluffy white clouds, perhaps fields full of amazing flowers, and the peace only God can bring.

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and i'm sorry, but i cant seem to go anywhere else with this right now.
Love and Peace
Shle
xoxo

"When everything inside looks like
Everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take."